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2032-10-24 10:08 am

PERMISSIONS

PLAYER

NAME: Nigh
CONTACT: dendrite @ plurk.com
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: Central Time
BRACKETS/PROSE: Either!
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: I'm not interested in graphic smut. Fade to black is fine.

IN CHARACTER

WHO IS THIS GUY?: Katurian is the protagonist of Martin McDonagh's play, "The Pillowman." For more information, check out his (application).
PHYSICAL AFFECTION: Y
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Y
RELATIONSHIPS: N
MIND READING: Y
KILLING: Y (as long as you ask)
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: The Pillowman is a canon that deals with dark themes including child murder, child abuse, torture and suicide. Katurian has a history of abuse and associated symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder. Please swing by his (opt-out post) for more.

OUT OF CHARACTER

BACKTAGGING: Y
THREADHOPPING: Y
FOURTHWALLING: Y
NOT INTERESTED IN: Smut, fluff

FIRST IMPRESSIONS

VISUAL: A small, meek man with ash-blond hair and a tendency to avert his eyes.
AURAL: When he speaks, it's with a trembling voice. When he tells stories, that voice finds melody, a confidence exploding from his words and gestures that seems almost foreign.
OLFACTORY: Cheap soap, with an undercurrent of blood and offal.
DEMEANOUR: Katurian is a nervous wreck of a man with pale skin and thin arms and sunken eyes. He is cringing and cowardly. He's aware of his weaknesses and therefore tends to be "lily-livered and subservient on one hand, yet vaguely sarcastic and provocative on the other," preferring to argue with subtle jabs that could easily be revoked should the other person prove too strong.


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2017-04-01 02:56 pm

IC contact

WELCOME TO YOUR PRIVATE CHANNEL, WILHELM.

FOR SECURE COMMUNICATION, USE 012.77.248.14

*** WILHELM has joined 012.77.248.14

<WILHELM> Hello. This is the private mailbox belonging to Katurian Katurian. It sounds a little like a fake name, but it isn't.
<WILHELM>Ha ha.
<WILHELM>Anyway, if you leave a message here, I'll get back to it when I can.
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2016-01-29 04:36 pm
Entry tags:

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OOC INFORMATION
Name: Nigh
Contact: [plurk.com profile] dendrite
Age: 34
Other Characters: N/A

CHARACTER INFORMATION
Character Name: Katurian K. Katurian
Age: 23 (never stated in the play)
Canon: The Pillowman
Canon Point: Post-death.

Character Information:
cw: discussion of suicide, child murder, child abuse, sexual abuse, torture, police brutality

Here is the wiki. (Here is the history section I used for him the last time I apped, because I am incapable of deleting anything completely. It's probably not necessary.)

Personality:

Katurian is a nervous wreck of a man with pale skin and thin arms and sunken eyes. He is cringing and cowardly. He is small in stature. He's aware of his weaknesses and therefore tends to be "lily-livered and subservient on one hand, yet vaguely sarcastic and provocative on the other," preferring to argue with subtle, passive-aggressive jabs that could easily be revoked should the other person prove too strong. When he speaks, it's with a trembling voice. When he tells stories, that voice finds melody, a confidence exploding from his words and gestures that seems almost foreign. He is a man that does better in ideas than reality, a man who would rather drape himself in art than face the horrendous truths of the world around him.

KATURIAN. I wasn't trying to be provocative.
TUPOLSKI: Were you trying to be subservient?
KATURIAN. No.
TUPOLSKI: Then you were trying to be provocative. And now Ariel is going to hit you again...
KATURIAN. Listen, I don't understand what I'm doing here. I don't know what you want me to say. I don't have anything against anybody. Any Jews or you or anybody. I just write stories. That's all I do. That's my life. I stay in and I write stories.

With his brother, he is gentle. He expresses his affection through touching and soft words and stories. He knows how to lull him to sleep, how to calm him when he panics, and how to comfort him when he's sad. Around strangers, he's considerably more socially awkward, finding it difficult to connect. Katurian sees the negatives in life more than the positives; he relishes being unable to find the answers to life’s questions, craves dark irony, and expects unhappy endings. Many times, the detectives remark that he's 'weird' or 'strange' because of this. It is easy to understand how he could be mistaken as a child murderer -- he is a morbid loner who works in a slaughterhouse, and the only time he smiles is when talking about death.

KATURIAN. Please, Tupolski. Your story was really good.
TUPOLSKI. My story was better than all of your stories.
KATURIAN. Your story was better than all of my stories.
TUPOLSKI. And it was clear that the old man wanted to save the little deaf boy.
KATURIAN. It was completely clear.
TUPOLSKI. (Pause.) You only don't like it because the little deaf boy didn't die at the fucking end!

That being said, Katurian does have a capacity for violence and cruelty, a dangerous volatility that can erupt from him with little warning in spite of his meek demeanor. The systematic abuse in his childhood lit a fire inside of him and filled his mind with gruesome nightmares. Upon learning that his parents were torturing his brother, he doesn't run away or call the police -- he smothers them to death with a pillow. (Not only that, but he deliberately wakes up his mother so that she can learn what's happening before she dies. Yikes.) When Michal confesses to murdering children, Katurian smacks his head into the floor, calls him names, and taunts him with his childhood trauma. Ultimately, he murders him as well -- and while this murder was to "protect" him (the police execution would've been less painful), it's still a violent, misaligned way to behave, indicative of a twisted sense of right and wrong. He's broken but still standing; a dangerous combination.

KATURIAN. If they came to me right now and said, "We're going to burn two out of the three of you — you, your brother, or your stories," I'd have them burn you first, I'd have them burn me second, and I'd have it be the stories they saved.

As a man of ideas, Katurian would gladly give up the physical to protect the conceptual. This belief borders on the fanatical, resulting in a tendency towards self-destruction, particularly regarding his writing. He is obsessive and will write to the detriment of everything else: sleep, social life, and physical health all come as a distinct second. He believes that suffering is essential for art, and so he's determined to suffer. This is largely a trauma response; he has a tremendous survivor's guilt from escaping his parents' tortures and subtly sabotages himself to make up for it. In addition, he's afraid that his and Michal's suffering will be meaningless if he doesn't make art from it. Writing isn't just his life; it's the only thing keeping him alive.

KATURIAN. I was a good writer. (Pause.) It was all I ever wanted to be. (Pause.) And I was. And I was.

5-10 Key Character Traits:
- cowardly
- passive-aggressive
- gentle
- socially awkward
- morbid
- volatile
- self-destructive
- obsessive

Note: Previous trait list was anxious, obsessive, morbid, gentle, volatile, loner, self-righteous, self-destructive, depressed, and artistic. This trait list has been changed to fit the new guidelines and a slightly updated app.

Would you prefer a monster that FITS your character’s personality, CONFLICTS with it, EITHER, or opt for 100% RANDOMIZATION? I'd prefer a monster that fits, please. c:

Opt-Outs:

♦ Merperson
♦ Nymph
♦ Faerie
♦ Harpy
♦ Troll


Katurian has been previously assigned Shade.

Roleplay Sample:
Test Drive Meme
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2015-12-14 09:44 am

BACKSTORY

BACKSTORY

(cw: child abuse, child murder)

Once upon a time, in an unnamed totalitarian country...

There was a writer, Katurian, who was literally born to be a writer. From an early age, his parents provided him with all the best writing supplies and encouraged him with their every breath to the best author he could be. Spoiled tremendously, Katurian flourished under his parents. He wrote wonderful, whimsical tales and desired nothing more than to tell stories for the rest of his life. Starting the night of his seventh birthday, however, strange, unsettling noises began to emerge from the room next to his bedroom, the one his parents had bolted shut and forbidden him to enter. Screaming. Crying. The sounds of power tools whirling for hours on end. When he asked his parents about these horrifying sounds, they attributed them to his wonderful imagination, claiming that only “extraordinarily talented” little boys could hear it. With time, his stories grew darker and more morbid, the nightly sounds of torture shaping each and every one of his creative thoughts.

On the night of his fourteenth birthday, however, he noticed a note written in blood that had been slipped out from under the door to the locked room.

They have loved you and tortured me for seven straight years for no reason other than as an artistic experiment, an artistic experiment which has worked. You don’t write about little green pigs any more, do you?

It was signed ‘Your brother.’

Bewildered, Katurian took an axe to the door and found that the note was true, that there was a boy in there who was most likely the brother he never knew he had, and that his parents had been treating both of them as experiments their entire life. After rescuing his brother, he snuck into his parents’ bedroom and smothered both of them to death with a pillow.

Flash forward to years later, with both Katurian and his older brother, Michal, as adults. The years of torture had left Michal traumatized and brain-damaged, and so Katurian looked after him, taking a job at a local slaughterhouse to make ends meet while he spent the rest of his time writing. His stories were always morbid and often featured children being maimed, tortured, or killed. The play opens with Katurian being brought in for questioning because someone had been killing children in the same manner as his stories.

That someone, to Katurian’s horror, was Michal. Michal confessed to Katurian once they were placed in the same cell, claiming that Katurian told him to do it, that if he wrote happier stories and they had better parents, maybe none of this would had happened. Pitying his brother and knowing that they were both certain to be executed, he waited until his brother was asleep before smothering him to death with a pillow, sobbing the entire time. In his confession to the police, he wrote that he killed his brother to “save him from the torture and execution at the hands of his captors” and then took the blame for all of the murders, as well as a third, yet undiscovered victim his brother had told him he buried by their parents. His confession was under the conditions that, though he would be executed, his stories would be saved.

As it turned out, however, his brother hadn’t killed the third victim – he instead acted out another story with her, an innocent, cheerful story with a happy ending about a green colored pig that Katurian had written before the torture began all those years ago. It became obvious, then, that Katurian’s confession was false, and that he was in fact entirely innocent save for the murder of his parents and his brother. Those murders still warranted an execution, however, and that he had faked his confession meant his stories could no longer be saved. In the end, he was killed, convinced that all of his life’s work had been for nothing.

...Except one of the police officers related to him, took pity on him, and never burned his stories after all.
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2012-03-17 01:18 pm

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HMD.
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